A Different Approach

Reviewer. Tanya Cushman Reviewer. Tanya Cushman Hi. Just a second. I need to take off my shoes. Hey. oh my god I'm here again here I go again it's been a long time actually for me felt like a long time since I was here even if it was just a few days ago but I'm trying to be good I'm really trying I don't know I just can't really do it anymore imagine that in the morning I fucking stared at my phone for like 25 30 minutes trying to understand if I really want to send that long message to him or yeah I ended deleting everything the whole fucking that long message and it was I don't know I just I don't know I just I just feel so bored of everything bored of everything like I just even don't know how to I just even don't know how to how to say it but say it but I'm bored of walking outside walking outside, I'm bored of just thinking, I don't think anymore to him, I just, I think I'm just, I'm bored of just thinking I don't think anymore to him I just I think I'm just I don't love him I don't love him, I don't need him anymore, but I'm just tired and bored to be alone, I don't need him anymore but I'm just tired and bored to be alone I think I just miss that I think I just miss that routine, if that makes sense, I don't know, routine if that makes sense I don't know but I'm bored I'm fucking bored I don't have anything to but I'm bored I'm fucking bored I don't have anything to do I'm bored of crying I'm bored of do I'm bored of crying I'm bored of I'm bored of cooking I'm bored of things that I loved to do I'm bored of cooking I'm bored of things that I loved to do before I'm bored to hear people before I'm bored to hear people or to see people on the street oh I love a baby fuck you or to see people on the street oh I love you baby fuck you no I don't I don't care about him anymore I don't care what he's doing I don't care with who he met or something. with who's who he met or something I don't care anything I I'm trying to care about me but I didn't care anything. I'm trying to care about me, but I have both of my stuff that I have to do. I have both of my stuff that I have to do but I don't have that But I don't have that energy to do it. energy to do it. it's complicated and I don't know what to do because I tried to relax myself somehow It's complicated and I don't know what to do because I tried to relax myself somehow but but nothing works and I tried to, for example, I tried to go out, this is what I wanted to say nothing works. And I tried to for example I tried to go out this is what I wanted to say because one of my friends told me last night I guess hey Lea do you want to come outside there gonna be a bunch of many guys there and so many new people that for sure I was waiting to meet you and I was like okay let's try it so I started with a really good vibe I put some music I did my shower I put on me a good nice dress I did my hair my makeup and after I was just standing on the edge of my of my bed and I was done a really fast like I I had time to wait my friends for like 30 minutes and I was just thinking about my life and what I should do and what I should uh I don't know what what I should do usually you know and I was thinking and and when my friend asked me if I'm ready I told her that I don't go anymore anywhere and I end my day with some food that I ordered and some movies again I don't I don't have that energy to go out even if I love to go out especially my friends I don't have energy to do anything I am by the way the movie was released at the end and I started to cry and I went to sleep crying so that's not me that's not what I want to do that's not what that fucking guy he really messed me and I don't... he destroyed everything about me and I can't relax I'm already I'm all the time so tense and I can't think just that I just want to stay home and that's all I was almost also to reschedule or something to tell you that I don't want to come because I don't have that energy even if it's so hot outside finally but I don't have that energy anymore and I don't know what to do and it's really hard help me what should I do what should I how should I relax myself to can I don't know, to just go away with this, just let everything go in the past and go in my future and everything will be fine. I even tried to start to do some sport at home. Last time when I did ballet was when I was a really young girl. and I tried to stretch myself to do some stuff to you know I didn't help meditation what do you think about me what I don't believe in meditation to be honest okay I can try I'm up to training if I'm not that I think I'm not that bad if I want to try things but okay so the meditation like this yeah okay let me make myself comfortable like this and let's try it like this how should I where should I put me but I'm just gonna hold them here. I couldn't really feel that's not going to work. To tell you what happened with my eyes closed at home. So let's see. My friend asked me last night if I'm really sure if I want to go with them. I still answered her that I don't want, I don't feel right. Even if she knows that I don't really care about the guys at this moment. She still called me after and she told me about how she met a nice guy and they had a lot of fun and they went to her place and they fucking fucked and I'm again getting horny because this is another problem that I have now and my toys are not helping me anymore because I tried but nothing worked well and I don't know what should I say more. I'm getting the gen honey because she told me everything about young details even if she knows how bad I am now but she doesn't care for sure what should I do more? I don't know no I'm not I'm still not relaxed I'm trying but I'm thinking just about six at this moment I'm not gonna go into those of my friends no I heard them once I don't want to think about them anymore there were too many things so I should still relax because it doesn't help me anymore but does it relax me now? I think a good sex is gonna just restart my brain somehow. But it is here. Well you're the only man in this room so I can try it. It's weird, but I can't lie it. That's so weird. I like how you kiss. I think that might be too much flavor. do Okay, so. Thank you. Can I sit here? Ooh. Yes. Mm-mm. Mmm. Mm, you can feel something. Mmm. I feel something here on my bed. I think here on my back, your dick is already up. Your headache is already up. I ignore you, don't eat. Mmm. At this dance. Mmm. Here we're going to knee your vital body Then a knee die want anyぁ wait Yeah. oh It's still weird for me to fuck with my therapist Oh my God. It's still weird for me to fuck with my therapist. but it's kind of like a therapy right But it's kind of like a therapy, right? so maybe it can help somehow a bit So maybe it can help somehow a bit. We're gonna see how much is gonna help. we're gonna see how much it's gonna help Oh my god Oh my God. What the name? Hmm. O Yah our bodiesDas. Hmm. be Okay. engineer Right now. or Right now. Okay. Aw. going And. Okay. so Oh. Let me take off those. No. Oh. Let me take off those. Yes, you're doing the questions. Yes, you don't need those juice. and your clothes Yes, and your clothes. Let me pick up a little bit of sex. more let me pick up also this sucks I'm gonna just do this. more but I could just do this I'm just a bit pumped I'm just gonna be comfortable. Let me pull his throat. Mmmmm. It's much better now. It's much better now! It was better if I could have I love it, that's one of my favourite tips of I think Mmmmm. H Mac and corn. definitely. Just support her. I'll do something like to see on top. That's what I'm really listening. I think one guy sort of thinks, oh, hanging off. Oh Almighty W broke. Hufflepuff Hotel, White Porn Range Shufflepuff Express Mmm. Mmmmm. Mmm. Mmmmm. Mmm. Mmmmm. Mmm. I think I'm just going to have to stop. Mmm. to this reveal. Wow. I think I'm just going to have to stop. No. Oh my god. No. I clicked it. Oh my god. like just feeling well and then you do it Just feeling well oh fuck fibre Oh, that feels so good. It feels so good. Oh my god. I can't imagine it's really amazing. oh my god yes oh my god Oh my God. Unh, unh ah ah oh mmm ah oh my god ah Oh, no. Mmm, no. I'm so sorry what I'm about to do. I'm so sorry what I'm about. Yes, yes, yes. Oh, oh, oh, oh. You're amazing. Oh, you're amazing. It all goes on. Ah, my ear Ah, yes Ah I'm just going to grab my hair. My ear Ah, yes fingers Ah Oh my god. Ah Oh my god. Oh, this feels so good. Oh, it feels so good. So amazing. oh my god Oh my god. Oh my God. Oh my god. Yes. Yes. Oh. Oh, slowly, slowly yes. Don't forget I haven't had some sex for a long time. Oh, fuck, oh, fuck, yes. Oh, yes. Oh, no. Oh, oh. Oh my god, this is so good. Oh my god, the acting is so good! It's so good. It's so good! Yes, yes. Yes, yes! Oh. Oh my god! Oh. Oh, oh, oh, oh, yes. Oh, yes. Yes, I'm gonna like that. Yes, I'm going to get it, I'm going to get it. It's like I'm gonna like that. Yes, yes. Yeah. Oh, yes. Mm, mm, fuck. Mm, mm, mm, fuck. Oh, fuck. Yes, yes, yes! Yeah, yeah. oh my god Oh my god! oh my god Oh my god! oh my god Oh my god! Yes, yes, yes! yes yes yes Oh, that was so nice and so good. Oh!!! Oh that was so nice and so good Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. Yes, put your face in my book. Yes, put your face in my boob. Yes, yes, yes. Oh, fuck. Oh, yeah. Oh, fuck. Oh fuck! Oh, that looks so nice. Does this look so nice? Oh, oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh no. Oh, oh. oh no oops Oops. what the fuck fuck Oh fuck. oh that's so nice That's so nice. So nice! I know that you'd love to add more here I know that you'd love to add more here. Mmm. I think slowly Mmm. Good. Mmm. Oh, no, no, no. Oh I like to have it so cute. Oh, no. Oh, yes. kısk An agua What? Oh, I love it. I love that but just it's just let's say I love it. Just look at this. Yeah. ya Yes. Ah. Hands Mmm. mmmm Mmm. mmmm Mmm. mmmm You know what I'm thinking? mmmm You know what I'm thinking? because we know that nobody feels here that much Because we know that nobody feels here that much. I was thinking to try to do doggy with you I was thinking to try to do doggy with you. what do you think? What do you think? Five, four, four. five oh my god Oh my god. Ah. Oh yes. various yes. Oh, fuck. Mm. Yeah yes. oh mmm. Oh... yeah I just feel better now is it better now? yes, yes, yes yes, yes oh my god oh dear Oh my god. Oh my God... Oh my god. Son of a gun. That's very good Oh fuck. Oh, fuck. Yeah That's so good. That's not good. yes yes yes oh oh oh i'm gonna come son i'm gonna come with your son I'm gonna come son I'm gonna come again son That Months Oh child oh Oh jeez oh You enter Oh jeez oh my god my god oh my god oh Oh, fuck! oh Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes! Now I break down. Oh, give me more. I have," stand-me Hmm? Yeah. All right land, stand-me Let me put my pillows for the next decision. all right Now you can watch Ah! Let me put my pillows for the next decision. But first of all, I want to do something here. Here. um Oh What? Is sixteen right up. Oh my god, oh my god yes yes yes yes oh that's so good Oh, yes. Mmm. Oh. Oh my god. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Oh, that's so good. That's so good. It's so good, it's so good. That's so good. Oh. Oh my god. Mmm. Fuck. Yeah. Oh my god. Yes baby, yes baby, take your time. Yeah baby. Take your time. Get ready. Yes. Oh my god. Oh my god! Oh fuck. oh my god ah Oh Fuck yes yes yes yes yes yes oh yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes fuck oh ah Oh ah Oh, fuck. oh Here, here, here, here. Oh, fuck. Like... Here. Yeah! Pockets. Yes, yes, yes, yes. Pockets! Yes, yes, yes, yes! I fucking love it. I need Oh Oh! Oh Oh, fuck. Fuck. Yes, yes, yes! Yes, yes, yes, yes. oh Yes. yes oh that's so good Oh, that's so good. Oh, give me how you can. Oh, my baby. Three, four, three... Five. Oh, fuck. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. Oh my god! I don't know what whom amazing LAKS oh heart Oh, oh, oh. the Here's so much. Ah, here's so much. Here's so much. oh Oh Proposity, Huh? hmm respet drugs and tweets. You have been broader. Uh aua muah Oh oh oh my god I can tell you that the taste is good and I fucking really love it and I fucking love it. I love it. Now I can say that I'm better, I'm relaxed, as you can see. Now I can say that I'm better, I'm relaxed. As you can see. Yeah. So, the therapy is working. Yeah. So, the therapy is working. I don't know who's that guy and I don't want to know him anymore, to remember about him anymore. But I think we can continue our sessions somehow. Next week, same day, same hour. The you Pat